Trust the System

It has been a busy couple of weeks getting the kids back to school and Shaye back to work.

My body has been doing everything it needs to fight the Epstien Barr VIrus, and the doctors are very happy with my blood counts.

I was able to spend a weekend at home.  It was so nice to be back in my own bed again with all of my family in one place, even for a few days.  I was only given a pass for the long weekend, so unfortunately, I had to say goodbye to Shaye and my children and head back to Calgary.  I kept being asked why I have to go back if I am doing so well now, and my answer was always that I don’t always know what is coming, and given how quickly and out of the blue the EBV virus hit, I feel more comfortable right now following the rules than questioning them.  I’m glad I came back.  

My pulse had been high all weekend.  My blood pressure was spot on perfect, but my heart was racing after doing things as little as going upstairs.  I called the clinic in Calgary from Edmonton and explained what was happening.  The doctor recommended I change a couple of my medications and watch for a few things, otherwise they would assess at my next appointment (today).

When I went in this morning, my resting HR was 133.  They had me stand up and it just kept rising.  I was sent down the hall for a CT, which showed a pulmonary embolism (a blood clot in my lung).  Just like that.  If I hadn’t been a BMT patient, I would have been sent directly to emergency, but instead, I am part of this incredible “umbrella” of doctors and nurses and I was sent back to the BMT clinic.  They assured me how good it is that we know what to fix, and explained the injections I would have to self administer for 3 months.  Then I left.  That fast.  That’s why I’m still here.  Because stuff happens.  Stuff I’m not familiar with.  Stuff that’s no big deal, but it can kill me if not discovered and treated.  Sometimes you just have to trust the system.

I miss my family terribly, but I am in the best place for me right now.  Because of technology I am in touch with them several times a day, and I am blessed to have other family to fill in as my “caregiver” in this final month.

Peace & Love

Trish xo

8 thoughts on “Trust the System

  1. Glad you have the doctors and nurses who know what to expect there to catch the unexpected Trish! You are definitely in the right place right now, as hard as it must be. It won’t be long until you’re back in your own bed for more than one long weekend. Hang in there! Rooting for all of you here in Edmonton. Remembering you daily in my prayers.

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  2. It is good to hear you are doing much better and even able to be home for a bit. That is progress. And you are right in wanting to be close to your doctor, etc. It seems what happens to you physically now is sudden and needs immediate attention. Even though your family is away from you, you can feel their love no matter how far away you are.
    You have done so well through all this and we continue to pray for a full recovery,
    Love and prayers
    Barry and Shirley

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  3. Wonderful to hear you got home for a bit! In doing that I’m sure the longing to stay there is even stronger! You are doing very well! You’re in the last leg of the marathon. Taste the finish line and keep it going girl! YOU CAN DO IT!

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  4. Wonderful news to hear you were able to go home for the week end.Dont want to feel selfish but it has been nice to see Shaye back on Globle .All l can say my friend right now you come first please take care before you know it you will be doing the happy dance all the way home and on T .V. LoL Take care my prayers are with you💞💞

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  5. Thank you for the update. I say daily prayers for you. Stay strong. Keep up the good work on your path to good health. Hugs,Kim 💕

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  6. Dear Trish. So good to hear from you. I thought you were home with Shayne and family. I can understand why you are still there. I have had blood clots, did the doctor put those stockings on you> That is what I hated. Keep your spirits up at all costs. Thank you for sending the Blogs. I feel like you are family. God Bless you and your doctors. Still in my prayers. Have a good day. Stay safe. ❤ Polly

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  7. Trish…you don’t know me, however I have been following your path to victory over your illness and it seems we are friends. I pray for you knowing that Gid can do it all as He is the great physician. So happy to hear of your progress. I always believe that going through the fire only makes us stronger in the long run. You go girl…LIN EKLUND

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